Racings is humbling every day, from the DFL (Dead F*cking Last) people right up to the winners, who know they made a mistake on the third gate and could have been faster. I've had Bernie Resch beat me by five seconds and listened to him say how much his run sucked. And it's really funny on the first day of an adult race camp, sitting in the lodge afterwards to watch your video. The most common thing people say after seeing themselves race for the first time is "My God, I am the worst skier ever. I quit.".
Racing is about the journey. You have to be in it for the long hall and be happy with reaching small goals on the way. There are almost always more bad days than good, which isn't for everyone....
I only started racing 2 years ago, after almost 38 years of skiing, and I love it. It's addicting and every small improvement in time or even just making one perfect turn on a gate rocks. I want to do more. And yes, i suck at it. :-D