This is why I won't ride up the lift with random people....I'm like, standing there, looking all steezy in my outfit, big skis, etc, and people come up to me and ask if they can ride the lift with me......and I'm like......"NOPE!"
son- your obviously hurting-
it hurts to read your posts to
we"re begging you- get some profesional help -
soon-
it aint a sign of weakness
it dont mean your 'crazy'
it'll just make you feel a whole lot better about yourself-
you sound young so theres still time